1. 真係吹脹！今朝補堂補得 45mins，真係想搵麻包堂笠笠佢。之後同 D 學員去文康上面飲茶，十二個人飲，飲左 $350 到。呢個價錢真係唔算貴，對比起之前飲個幾次，特別係去富豪酒家個次。不過其實唔太飽，哈，我都話唔飽係咪好神呢。印象中有好多籠燒賣、蝦蛟，仲有好肥膩既煎蘿蔔糕同春卷，仲有無啦啦有三碟菜同三個炒飯麵。
這個瑤柱蛋白炒飯無乜味道，同係出面食個既質素差好遠好遠。款式唔夠多，食得唔夠痛快、唔夠喪。無他既，同一班唔太熟既人食就係咁上下。另外埋單撘棚既情景蠻有趣的說，好耐無見過了，好地道青少年感覺！正！
2. 再次感謝妳，次次同妳傾到計都好開心，雖然真係講得幾句，不過好滿足，次次上完堂就勁 Down，唔開心呀！難道外國大學特別好？點解妳地個 Library 會多咁多資料架，哈哈，IS 個 Project 搵資料易左好多！間 Poly 勁煩，要人用 Modem Dail-Up 翻去先用得！妳讀個間唔洗，真方便！話時話，好唔鍾意妳改個個 Password，唔準 Love 阿邊個邊個，非常 Jealous！快 D 改左佢啊！唔係以後唔寄野俾妳！呵呵！
3. 晏晝諗點解咁耐都未 M 到，結果到 Account Tutorial 個陣就覺得黎料，心情開始差起來呢。我諗應該睇埋聽日 Avril 個 Concert 就正式 M 到！脾氣即刻暴燥！真係咪惹我，呢期火氣猛，好炆啊！Crazy ! Gonna Crazy !!!
4. 嘩！我地真係好有緣好有份，咁都俾你見到我？！你早 30mins 見到我既話 D 古古力仲係度既。話時話，禮拜日幾點等啊？
5. 最後一晚倒數！今晚唱《My Happy Ending》
(So Much For)
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
CHORUS:
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
CHORUS
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
CHORUS X 2
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh...
6. 樓下個段 Diary 打左我成晚，有兩千幾字，完全係心聲黎，對呢件事真係好有感想，有時間就細味品嘗一下佢！
心情唔靚，係咁先。Form Group 個度都唔知點算，問人又唔理我，真係頂！至討厭拋棄同伴既事！因為咁自己做唔出，唔知點好了。真係只可以爆下粗。再諗落真係有多少陰謀論，會唔會係個個問題先！擺明個個都唔想有包袱。
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有好強烈的被出賣、被拋棄的感覺呢？是的話表示你正常，一個正常人都會覺得是這樣。
Betray + Forsake
這個故事非常龐大，非三言兩語可以講得晒，起碼要成晚先打得好，之但係點都要講。呢期興坦白，睇到火滾都好正常。如有得罪既話都無辦法，學阿邊個話「睇唔開跳落去。」，好！開始！
讀呢個 Course 最煩唔係做 Group Projects，其實完成一份 Project 出來係好有滿足感的，以前做 Project 都好享受 (只限有得發揮我創作意念既 Project + 評核 Project 的人士懂得欣賞我的創作。) ，做 Projects 根本唔係一件痛苦既事，反正一定唔會做得差，仲可能做得好好添，而且我深信一份美觀的 Project 可以彌補內容上既不足。
既然做 Project 唔算痛苦點解會咁煩呢？第一煩就係家陣要煩 Presentation 啦，至怕就係一堆唔會聽你講野既人面前 Presentation，睇見 D 咁既情景就一臉無奈。不過另一個更煩既煩就係 Form Group 既問題，真係煩到頂晒點！呢個 Course 第一次要做 Group Project 就係 Sem 1 既 Management，個次都係話最多五個人一組，結果六個人，好彩個 Lecturer 無話唔俾，唔係要趕一個走就煩。個陣大家都唔熟，只係坐埋同一行就個度一組，Form Group 既問題唔大。
如是者到左 Sem 2，心諗大家熟絡左，Form Group 既問題會比較小啦。第一科話要做 Group Project 既係 Information Systems，心諗大家平時食飯來來去去都係個幾個，都係個幾個人一組啦。誰不知道無啦啦有個走左去第二度組隊。無乜野既，怪多少再加多少被出賣 + 被放棄感覺啦，佢地明明人齊夠開組就無啦啦叉隻腳落去。當時都覺得大檸樂，本來自己呢面四、五丁友夠開組，無啦啦走緊個真係失晒預算！
之後到 E-Commerce 要 Form Group，同 Information Systems 一樣既組合，又係個位同第二度既人一組。呢個衝擊比 Information Systems 個次更大，主要係多好多技術上既野。當時都「Sunc」左輪，想睇翻就 [Click Here]。OK. That’s Fine. 咁就照樣四個一組，係人少 D，不過怨言就多多架喇。
再之後既 Project 就到 Workshop，未講話要做 Project 之前已經講到明話唔可以再係咁四個既組合，肯定會做死人 (邊個會拉柴大家知，唔係話其他人唔會做死，之但係死亡機率較低。) ，咁所以將 Form Group 既問題拋俾另一個人，甚至係另一邊既人。偶 So Far 都唔講出聲唔代表唔知，睇見個一邊既人商討 Form Group 既問題講左成個禮拜最後先有方案，睇見佢地要咁「度組」都覺得煩。說實在，唔好話人地，自己都覺得好唐突，況且大家又唔係熟，所以個段時間基本上我無作出任何表態，亦都唔好意思出聲，人地受你埋堆係人地「好人」，唔受你玩先正常。最後只係人地最後講翻我知個 Group List 個陣講句「好的。」。
如是者，最後到 Communications Technologies 既 Group Project，最煩都係呢次。有樣野我點都要作出聲明，禮拜三個日我肯定我係講「要 5 個人一組，協調方面就靠你了。」，絕對唔係講「留翻阿邊個俾我。」。正路都唔會話留翻佢俾我嘛，佢又唔係甚麼「勁人」，講白 D，無利用價值，係咪你病到聽錯定分析錯我句句子啊？就算真係留俾我，頂多咪三個人，點都唔夠人啦，除非你入埋黎就癡癡呆呆坐埋一枱。今日聽到你話我講個句「留翻阿邊個俾我。」真係火都黎埋。話晒佢都係你 Course 裡面既好朋友黎，點都要照住佢嘛。
本來意為你會妥善咁處理，結果就 4 + 4 咁交張 Group List 上去，偶絕對無言。因為已經講左話要協調，但結果係 4 + 4，再一次有多少被出賣 + 被放棄既感覺。眼見大難臨頭，咁唯有各自飛，見另外兩個同學未有組仲唔癡埋佢地度，仲難得有一個似係識既人，真係二話不說叫埋另一個阿邊個組隊啦！理論上 Form Group 既問題解決左。但係最後又有一個人剩低無組，今次無啦啦要我係情感上同理智上作選擇，揀邊樣仲未決定到。處理得唔好就麻煩，話晒三個 Projects 都同佢一組。
首先就係大家一定要上堂，唔上堂就會搞到咁既結果 (三次都係咁！)。其次就係想講翻自己做 Project 同 Form Group 既原則。做 Project 方面唔係話每人都要好有貢獻，但起碼要有個心係度。今日聽到某某話「自己都唔會太識做，唯有盡力去做」，呢句真係好正，就係鍾意呢種態度！有人話唔想做，講真，諗下就得，有無人可以容忍唔做野、但係又同自己一組拎同樣既分數？我諗未必人人得了。再講真，有邊個唔忙先，點都無咁著數架啦，又想呢邊好，又想呢邊又好，咁咪要自己辛苦 D。好似阿邊個咁完全唔理某一邊結果咪無咁辛苦。我夠想唔洗做又有分，想下咪得，又學阿邊個講「冇得靠人就要 yak 自己」。不過 yak 得到就唔洗咁煩啦，你估個個好似你咁有得抄咩，激羨慕，難道又係男同女既分別。
另外 Form Group 方面，其實無話一定要同勁人一組，但係一定要同熟人一組，平時一齊食飯就係加強默契，你估真係為食飯而食飯架，平有平食，貴有貴食，覺得貴既咪同偶講聲轉場，次次 Canteen 都幾好架，可以短幾年命，我做任何事都有目的。Group Project 呢樣野最重要就係默契同做既過程做得開心，起碼有意見發表既時候都可以暢所欲言。其次做得唔開心既話就真係無謂做，係非常痛苦。
講左千幾字，其實真係好羨慕某某可以同 D 一定肯做同識做既人一組，自己 Hea Hea 地就得，又唔洗煩，到 Presentation 個陣吹兩水就搞掂，可惜呢 D 組同我無緣無份。係唔抵得架喇，擺明 Jealous。心邪既想法就係俾心機做既得到好結果，唔俾心機 Hea 既人就無好結果，係典型天秤仔既公平原則。不過講真，人人際遇唔同，總會有人會好彩 D、有人比較霉。
最後唱首歌，係 Britney Spear 既《Lucky》
This is a story about a girl named Lucky...
Early morning
she wakes up
Knock, Knock, Knock
on the door
It's time for make-up
perfect smile
It's you they're waiting for
They go...
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say
Chorus:
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?
Lost in an image,
in a dream
But theres no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops?
They go...
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say
Chorus
"Best actress, and the winner is....Lucky!"
"I'm Roger Johnson for Pop News standing outside the arena waiting for Lucky!"
"Oh, my god...here she comes!
"Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?"
She's is so lucky, but why does she cry?"
If there is nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?
Chorus
Chorus
只係想著重「She’s so Lucky.」呢樣野，不過佢又無話唔開心，應該幾開心先係。
其實如果當初唔係某某有跳組既習慣，這一切便不是問題。不過人總係為自己，佢咁做總有佢既原因，又無話怪得邊個，怪就怪自己跟錯隊，其他人點會明白。不過係呢個 Stand Point 度覺得阿邊個比偶更有被出賣、被拋棄既感覺姐。自己方面就只有怨自己唔上堂啦。
講住咁多先，真係要做 Projects 呢，我唔希望自己無任何貢獻就有回報，亦都唔想做人地負累！就是這樣。
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看顏色睇性格！
不過呢個係過份簡略 + 正面版本，有個外國網站講得深入 D 的，就係 → [Click Here]
很好！今日上兩堂 IS 之後翻屋企，頂多上埋 Account，不過阿邊個又唔翻，翻既意慾十分之低呢！
這個瑤柱蛋白炒飯無乜味道，同係出面食個既質素差好遠好遠。款式唔夠多，食得唔夠痛快、唔夠喪。無他既，同一班唔太熟既人食就係咁上下。另外埋單撘棚既情景蠻有趣的說，好耐無見過了，好地道青少年感覺！正！
2. 再次感謝妳，次次同妳傾到計都好開心，雖然真係講得幾句，不過好滿足，次次上完堂就勁 Down，唔開心呀！難道外國大學特別好？點解妳地個 Library 會多咁多資料架，哈哈，IS 個 Project 搵資料易左好多！間 Poly 勁煩，要人用 Modem Dail-Up 翻去先用得！妳讀個間唔洗，真方便！話時話，好唔鍾意妳改個個 Password，唔準 Love 阿邊個邊個，非常 Jealous！快 D 改左佢啊！唔係以後唔寄野俾妳！呵呵！
3. 晏晝諗點解咁耐都未 M 到，結果到 Account Tutorial 個陣就覺得黎料，心情開始差起來呢。我諗應該睇埋聽日 Avril 個 Concert 就正式 M 到！脾氣即刻暴燥！真係咪惹我，呢期火氣猛，好炆啊！Crazy ! Gonna Crazy !!!
4. 嘩！我地真係好有緣好有份，咁都俾你見到我？！你早 30mins 見到我既話 D 古古力仲係度既。話時話，禮拜日幾點等啊？
5. 最後一晚倒數！今晚唱《My Happy Ending》
(So Much For)
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
CHORUS:
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
CHORUS
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
CHORUS X 2
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh...
6. 樓下個段 Diary 打左我成晚，有兩千幾字，完全係心聲黎，對呢件事真係好有感想，有時間就細味品嘗一下佢！
心情唔靚，係咁先。Form Group 個度都唔知點算，問人又唔理我，真係頂！至討厭拋棄同伴既事！因為咁自己做唔出，唔知點好了。真係只可以爆下粗。再諗落真係有多少陰謀論，會唔會係個個問題先！擺明個個都唔想有包袱。
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有好強烈的被出賣、被拋棄的感覺呢？是的話表示你正常，一個正常人都會覺得是這樣。
Betray + Forsake
這個故事非常龐大，非三言兩語可以講得晒，起碼要成晚先打得好，之但係點都要講。呢期興坦白，睇到火滾都好正常。如有得罪既話都無辦法，學阿邊個話「睇唔開跳落去。」，好！開始！
讀呢個 Course 最煩唔係做 Group Projects，其實完成一份 Project 出來係好有滿足感的，以前做 Project 都好享受 (只限有得發揮我創作意念既 Project + 評核 Project 的人士懂得欣賞我的創作。) ，做 Projects 根本唔係一件痛苦既事，反正一定唔會做得差，仲可能做得好好添，而且我深信一份美觀的 Project 可以彌補內容上既不足。
既然做 Project 唔算痛苦點解會咁煩呢？第一煩就係家陣要煩 Presentation 啦，至怕就係一堆唔會聽你講野既人面前 Presentation，睇見 D 咁既情景就一臉無奈。不過另一個更煩既煩就係 Form Group 既問題，真係煩到頂晒點！呢個 Course 第一次要做 Group Project 就係 Sem 1 既 Management，個次都係話最多五個人一組，結果六個人，好彩個 Lecturer 無話唔俾，唔係要趕一個走就煩。個陣大家都唔熟，只係坐埋同一行就個度一組，Form Group 既問題唔大。
如是者到左 Sem 2，心諗大家熟絡左，Form Group 既問題會比較小啦。第一科話要做 Group Project 既係 Information Systems，心諗大家平時食飯來來去去都係個幾個，都係個幾個人一組啦。誰不知道無啦啦有個走左去第二度組隊。無乜野既，怪多少再加多少被出賣 + 被放棄感覺啦，佢地明明人齊夠開組就無啦啦叉隻腳落去。當時都覺得大檸樂，本來自己呢面四、五丁友夠開組，無啦啦走緊個真係失晒預算！
之後到 E-Commerce 要 Form Group，同 Information Systems 一樣既組合，又係個位同第二度既人一組。呢個衝擊比 Information Systems 個次更大，主要係多好多技術上既野。當時都「Sunc」左輪，想睇翻就 [Click Here]。OK. That’s Fine. 咁就照樣四個一組，係人少 D，不過怨言就多多架喇。
再之後既 Project 就到 Workshop，未講話要做 Project 之前已經講到明話唔可以再係咁四個既組合，肯定會做死人 (邊個會拉柴大家知，唔係話其他人唔會做死，之但係死亡機率較低。) ，咁所以將 Form Group 既問題拋俾另一個人，甚至係另一邊既人。偶 So Far 都唔講出聲唔代表唔知，睇見個一邊既人商討 Form Group 既問題講左成個禮拜最後先有方案，睇見佢地要咁「度組」都覺得煩。說實在，唔好話人地，自己都覺得好唐突，況且大家又唔係熟，所以個段時間基本上我無作出任何表態，亦都唔好意思出聲，人地受你埋堆係人地「好人」，唔受你玩先正常。最後只係人地最後講翻我知個 Group List 個陣講句「好的。」。
如是者，最後到 Communications Technologies 既 Group Project，最煩都係呢次。有樣野我點都要作出聲明，禮拜三個日我肯定我係講「要 5 個人一組，協調方面就靠你了。」，絕對唔係講「留翻阿邊個俾我。」。正路都唔會話留翻佢俾我嘛，佢又唔係甚麼「勁人」，講白 D，無利用價值，係咪你病到聽錯定分析錯我句句子啊？就算真係留俾我，頂多咪三個人，點都唔夠人啦，除非你入埋黎就癡癡呆呆坐埋一枱。今日聽到你話我講個句「留翻阿邊個俾我。」真係火都黎埋。話晒佢都係你 Course 裡面既好朋友黎，點都要照住佢嘛。
本來意為你會妥善咁處理，結果就 4 + 4 咁交張 Group List 上去，偶絕對無言。因為已經講左話要協調，但結果係 4 + 4，再一次有多少被出賣 + 被放棄既感覺。眼見大難臨頭，咁唯有各自飛，見另外兩個同學未有組仲唔癡埋佢地度，仲難得有一個似係識既人，真係二話不說叫埋另一個阿邊個組隊啦！理論上 Form Group 既問題解決左。但係最後又有一個人剩低無組，今次無啦啦要我係情感上同理智上作選擇，揀邊樣仲未決定到。處理得唔好就麻煩，話晒三個 Projects 都同佢一組。
首先就係大家一定要上堂，唔上堂就會搞到咁既結果 (三次都係咁！)。其次就係想講翻自己做 Project 同 Form Group 既原則。做 Project 方面唔係話每人都要好有貢獻，但起碼要有個心係度。今日聽到某某話「自己都唔會太識做，唯有盡力去做」，呢句真係好正，就係鍾意呢種態度！有人話唔想做，講真，諗下就得，有無人可以容忍唔做野、但係又同自己一組拎同樣既分數？我諗未必人人得了。再講真，有邊個唔忙先，點都無咁著數架啦，又想呢邊好，又想呢邊又好，咁咪要自己辛苦 D。好似阿邊個咁完全唔理某一邊結果咪無咁辛苦。我夠想唔洗做又有分，想下咪得，又學阿邊個講「冇得靠人就要 yak 自己」。不過 yak 得到就唔洗咁煩啦，你估個個好似你咁有得抄咩，激羨慕，難道又係男同女既分別。
另外 Form Group 方面，其實無話一定要同勁人一組，但係一定要同熟人一組，平時一齊食飯就係加強默契，你估真係為食飯而食飯架，平有平食，貴有貴食，覺得貴既咪同偶講聲轉場，次次 Canteen 都幾好架，可以短幾年命，我做任何事都有目的。Group Project 呢樣野最重要就係默契同做既過程做得開心，起碼有意見發表既時候都可以暢所欲言。其次做得唔開心既話就真係無謂做，係非常痛苦。
講左千幾字，其實真係好羨慕某某可以同 D 一定肯做同識做既人一組，自己 Hea Hea 地就得，又唔洗煩，到 Presentation 個陣吹兩水就搞掂，可惜呢 D 組同我無緣無份。係唔抵得架喇，擺明 Jealous。心邪既想法就係俾心機做既得到好結果，唔俾心機 Hea 既人就無好結果，係典型天秤仔既公平原則。不過講真，人人際遇唔同，總會有人會好彩 D、有人比較霉。
最後唱首歌，係 Britney Spear 既《Lucky》
This is a story about a girl named Lucky...
Early morning
she wakes up
Knock, Knock, Knock
on the door
It's time for make-up
perfect smile
It's you they're waiting for
They go...
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say
Chorus:
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?
Lost in an image,
in a dream
But theres no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops?
They go...
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say
Chorus
"Best actress, and the winner is....Lucky!"
"I'm Roger Johnson for Pop News standing outside the arena waiting for Lucky!"
"Oh, my god...here she comes!
"Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?"
She's is so lucky, but why does she cry?"
If there is nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?
Chorus
Chorus
只係想著重「She’s so Lucky.」呢樣野，不過佢又無話唔開心，應該幾開心先係。
其實如果當初唔係某某有跳組既習慣，這一切便不是問題。不過人總係為自己，佢咁做總有佢既原因，又無話怪得邊個，怪就怪自己跟錯隊，其他人點會明白。不過係呢個 Stand Point 度覺得阿邊個比偶更有被出賣、被拋棄既感覺姐。自己方面就只有怨自己唔上堂啦。
講住咁多先，真係要做 Projects 呢，我唔希望自己無任何貢獻就有回報，亦都唔想做人地負累！就是這樣。
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Created On 24/03/2005 10:54:33
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