1. 尋晚用左成個禮拜體力既結果就係虛脫，今日無做乜過野。。。尋晚翻到屋企已經激攰，本來十二點幾已經想睏，之後見情緒洶湧澎湃就打下 Diary，打完 Diary 就打 Reply，到 0140 到就同朋友仔 Chat 下就 Chat 到 0250，再花多少少時間打左小總既兩個 Points，結果成 0330 先睏。基本上尋日同今日下半段既 Diary 都係尋晚打落的，打左兩千幾字。。。夠了，好攰。
2. 為左彌補這個 Sleep Debt，唯有不斷睏覺。。。0330 睏到 1200，食個飯坐陣 Hea 下 + 睇埋忍者龜到 1630 就睏晏覺，一路睏睏到 2030 起身睇《Branson’s Quest For the Best》，睇完就食晚飯，阿娘整左舊大「癡飯」，都 OK 啦，不過食唔晒成舊，係食得頭同尾，中間個節食唔落。
係個個 Moment，到老豆記得我話想做 Body Check 既事宜，阿娘講翻上年個句話「等佢考完試先 Check。」，很好，就考完試去做。今次應該唔會再甩底嘛，不過偶怕抽血的說，無幾多血可以抽的 (聽人話要抽一枝定兩枝血，聽落都幾嚇人。)
3. 兩段不錯的對話，的確，通常都過唔到自己個關，自己對自己的要求都 OK 高！？但其實我都有「不能」的時候，都想 Hea 下呢。
估唔到差幾個月就咁大代溝。。。
4. 這個 Avril 既 Concert 有人計過係得 65 mins 到，短就係短 D 架啦，如果有首 Encore既話會好少少，但係都無。不過唔緊要，大家都咁盡興，我自己覺得係抵的。聽翻 D 網友話，尋晚 Cookies、2R、Kelly 都有去到睇 Avril，好似係坐 $780 個 D 位。
意為 65 mins 既 Concert 好短？聽人話 Linkin Park 試過係 45 mins Concert 添唷！
5. 很好，百忙之中都要睇睇套《Apple Seed》，不過 Free Seating 就唔太好了，不過都有多少期待既。情緒果然低落下來，其實尋晚翻屋企既途中已經有這個感覺。Concert 帶來的興奮開始散去，又要努力工作的說。不過真係好攰，去睏覺了。
再講多句，身體缺乏運動，果然係虧多少，這個係時候約出黎打波了，真係有成大半年無打過波，塊拍都封晒塵。先生，麻煩應一應約出黎打下羽毛頭，咪下下做 D 悠悠閒既行街買野食飯，謝謝。That’s All.
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回覆：
任何事都唔會單方面錯晒，所以妳唔洗無野好講，最好大把野講，千期唔好唔講。理論上我最討厭陷入這種人際關係危機，何奈事實上總要身陷險境。唔解決問題只會令問題更嚴重。我都無諗過短短幾百字可以令妳氣順，亦都唔係話推卸責任落妳度。只不過不吐不快，妳睇又好唔睇又好，總知就係要 Send 俾妳。
我同佢講得「我同你搞掂佢」就總有我原因，唔係話隨口講出黎，我講得出就總會承擔責任。亦都要重申，我唔係問你點算，我剩係問妳妳會揀邊個？好簡單一個答案妳就係唔俾咁唯有拖落去。
就算真係我個組爆晒人，我講得出同佢搞掂佢就總會有辦法，咪同 Lecturer講話有個人無組，要加入一 D 四人組裡面，咁總有人係四人組，點都唔會做無主孤魂、再唔係咪妳個組加埋佢，妳地唔方便搵 Lecturer 改 Group List，唔緊要的，我絕對樂意代妳地去講，絕對係舉手之勞，問題既根就係妳地就唔想佢加入。既然妳地又唔願意接收、我地又唔願意多個包袱咪由得 Lecturer 幫佢入其他組。這個都不算「同佢搞掂佢」既話論到我無言了。
「要 5 個人一組，協調方面就靠你了」有何問題。我覺得我表達無問題，妳理解都唔似有問題。請記住這些一切只局限 6 + 1 + 3 既條件之下，大家唔會估到再 + 1 的情況，但我覺得有心既話就會記得有三個白癡係未有組，就會提提大家有 +3，咁就唔會考慮這 +1 的因素，而這個責任就交左俾協調個位。唔係話追究責任，亦都無權無利去追究。只想公道點說句話。
最後，我想講既係「被出賣 + 被遺忘」既感覺係個人感受，無任何客觀證據証明。So Far 都無話過邊個一定要同邊個一組，這完全是自由選擇。所以只有羨慕妒忌，邊敢明怨明鬧。衷心講句，妳非常聰明。That’s All.
小總：
1. 其實被遺忘的那位時常講到話自己唔想做 Project，真係嚇怕左人。每一個人都希望自己組有多些識做既人，唔識做都唔好話乜都唔想做。有次佢話想同某某講話「我地要考試唔做 Project」，聽到呢句都不知幾震憾，嚇到我標晒汗，心想，我形象仲未想壞住，唔好幫我破壞佢，個次真係截都截佢唔住咁制。仲有次另一個 Project 話大家分別要對外積極尋求協助，佢激到話搵另一組既阿邊個幫手，呢次都震憾架喇，無上句咁震。再心想，人地都有佢既 Project，你搵佢做咪即係自己玩死自己？
2. 唔係話乜野，總覺得人適當時候就要講適當既野。當一人打電話過你六、七次為著某些原因既時候，有憐憫之心既人都覺得好唔安樂、好心酸。咁就梗係要俾翻 D 信心佢，如果個個 Moment 唔同佢講「等我搞掂佢」既話肯定加重佢 D 憂累。
唔係自吹自擂，係人地話翻我聽，某程度上我俾到人信心、責任感係因為自己係適當時候講 / 做適當既野，俾到人安全感，從而得到大家信賴。正面 D 講咪話自己識講說話、有較好人際溝通技巧，負面 D 咪即係世界仔、內奸。我講說話總有空隙俾自己兜翻，好少話講到無彎轉。
3. 講咁耐都無乜野再想講落去，尋晚仲記得，家下已經唔記得。要講既應該講晒，這些說話肯定唔會全部係道理，有人唔同意都好正常，不過無謂再講落去，自己也不想這麼難纏，適當時候就要收口。小小的禱告，祈求人人都可以全心全意完成自己的工作，不論是考 AL 也好， Project 也好，希望大家都可以穫得自己所付出既努力帶來的回報。Bless You.
故事在此告一段落，大家可以當作無事發生過一樣。話時話，唔想再讀下年既原因之一包括這些 Form Group 做 Project 問題，再次祈求能夠成功脫離這個苦海吧，雖然可能是由一個苦海跳到另一個苦海，但呢個苦海已經無容身之所。經一事長一智，下次 (希望係第二個課程裡面) 就知道一開始要怎樣做了。或許因為開壞左個頭，係呢個課程裡生存絕不容易，真係唔到我唔走，或者好似某某咁唔戒意做獨行俠吧。That’s All.
2. 為左彌補這個 Sleep Debt，唯有不斷睏覺。。。0330 睏到 1200，食個飯坐陣 Hea 下 + 睇埋忍者龜到 1630 就睏晏覺，一路睏睏到 2030 起身睇《Branson’s Quest For the Best》，睇完就食晚飯，阿娘整左舊大「癡飯」，都 OK 啦，不過食唔晒成舊，係食得頭同尾，中間個節食唔落。
係個個 Moment，到老豆記得我話想做 Body Check 既事宜，阿娘講翻上年個句話「等佢考完試先 Check。」，很好，就考完試去做。今次應該唔會再甩底嘛，不過偶怕抽血的說，無幾多血可以抽的 (聽人話要抽一枝定兩枝血，聽落都幾嚇人。)
3. 兩段不錯的對話，的確，通常都過唔到自己個關，自己對自己的要求都 OK 高！？但其實我都有「不能」的時候，都想 Hea 下呢。
估唔到差幾個月就咁大代溝。。。
4. 這個 Avril 既 Concert 有人計過係得 65 mins 到，短就係短 D 架啦，如果有首 Encore既話會好少少，但係都無。不過唔緊要，大家都咁盡興，我自己覺得係抵的。聽翻 D 網友話，尋晚 Cookies、2R、Kelly 都有去到睇 Avril，好似係坐 $780 個 D 位。
意為 65 mins 既 Concert 好短？聽人話 Linkin Park 試過係 45 mins Concert 添唷！
5. 很好，百忙之中都要睇睇套《Apple Seed》，不過 Free Seating 就唔太好了，不過都有多少期待既。情緒果然低落下來，其實尋晚翻屋企既途中已經有這個感覺。Concert 帶來的興奮開始散去，又要努力工作的說。不過真係好攰，去睏覺了。
再講多句，身體缺乏運動，果然係虧多少，這個係時候約出黎打波了，真係有成大半年無打過波，塊拍都封晒塵。先生，麻煩應一應約出黎打下羽毛頭，咪下下做 D 悠悠閒既行街買野食飯，謝謝。That’s All.
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回覆：
任何事都唔會單方面錯晒，所以妳唔洗無野好講，最好大把野講，千期唔好唔講。理論上我最討厭陷入這種人際關係危機，何奈事實上總要身陷險境。唔解決問題只會令問題更嚴重。我都無諗過短短幾百字可以令妳氣順，亦都唔係話推卸責任落妳度。只不過不吐不快，妳睇又好唔睇又好，總知就係要 Send 俾妳。
我同佢講得「我同你搞掂佢」就總有我原因，唔係話隨口講出黎，我講得出就總會承擔責任。亦都要重申，我唔係問你點算，我剩係問妳妳會揀邊個？好簡單一個答案妳就係唔俾咁唯有拖落去。
就算真係我個組爆晒人，我講得出同佢搞掂佢就總會有辦法，咪同 Lecturer講話有個人無組，要加入一 D 四人組裡面，咁總有人係四人組，點都唔會做無主孤魂、再唔係咪妳個組加埋佢，妳地唔方便搵 Lecturer 改 Group List，唔緊要的，我絕對樂意代妳地去講，絕對係舉手之勞，問題既根就係妳地就唔想佢加入。既然妳地又唔願意接收、我地又唔願意多個包袱咪由得 Lecturer 幫佢入其他組。這個都不算「同佢搞掂佢」既話論到我無言了。
「要 5 個人一組，協調方面就靠你了」有何問題。我覺得我表達無問題，妳理解都唔似有問題。請記住這些一切只局限 6 + 1 + 3 既條件之下，大家唔會估到再 + 1 的情況，但我覺得有心既話就會記得有三個白癡係未有組，就會提提大家有 +3，咁就唔會考慮這 +1 的因素，而這個責任就交左俾協調個位。唔係話追究責任，亦都無權無利去追究。只想公道點說句話。
最後，我想講既係「被出賣 + 被遺忘」既感覺係個人感受，無任何客觀證據証明。So Far 都無話過邊個一定要同邊個一組，這完全是自由選擇。所以只有羨慕妒忌，邊敢明怨明鬧。衷心講句，妳非常聰明。That’s All.
小總：
1. 其實被遺忘的那位時常講到話自己唔想做 Project，真係嚇怕左人。每一個人都希望自己組有多些識做既人，唔識做都唔好話乜都唔想做。有次佢話想同某某講話「我地要考試唔做 Project」，聽到呢句都不知幾震憾，嚇到我標晒汗，心想，我形象仲未想壞住，唔好幫我破壞佢，個次真係截都截佢唔住咁制。仲有次另一個 Project 話大家分別要對外積極尋求協助，佢激到話搵另一組既阿邊個幫手，呢次都震憾架喇，無上句咁震。再心想，人地都有佢既 Project，你搵佢做咪即係自己玩死自己？
2. 唔係話乜野，總覺得人適當時候就要講適當既野。當一人打電話過你六、七次為著某些原因既時候，有憐憫之心既人都覺得好唔安樂、好心酸。咁就梗係要俾翻 D 信心佢，如果個個 Moment 唔同佢講「等我搞掂佢」既話肯定加重佢 D 憂累。
唔係自吹自擂，係人地話翻我聽，某程度上我俾到人信心、責任感係因為自己係適當時候講 / 做適當既野，俾到人安全感，從而得到大家信賴。正面 D 講咪話自己識講說話、有較好人際溝通技巧，負面 D 咪即係世界仔、內奸。我講說話總有空隙俾自己兜翻，好少話講到無彎轉。
3. 講咁耐都無乜野再想講落去，尋晚仲記得，家下已經唔記得。要講既應該講晒，這些說話肯定唔會全部係道理，有人唔同意都好正常，不過無謂再講落去，自己也不想這麼難纏，適當時候就要收口。小小的禱告，祈求人人都可以全心全意完成自己的工作，不論是考 AL 也好， Project 也好，希望大家都可以穫得自己所付出既努力帶來的回報。Bless You.
故事在此告一段落，大家可以當作無事發生過一樣。話時話，唔想再讀下年既原因之一包括這些 Form Group 做 Project 問題，再次祈求能夠成功脫離這個苦海吧，雖然可能是由一個苦海跳到另一個苦海，但呢個苦海已經無容身之所。經一事長一智，下次 (希望係第二個課程裡面) 就知道一開始要怎樣做了。或許因為開壞左個頭，係呢個課程裡生存絕不容易，真係唔到我唔走，或者好似某某咁唔戒意做獨行俠吧。That’s All.
Created On 26/03/2005 10:54:33
翻到屋企 + 食完野，係講 Avril Concert 之前講翻 D 其他野先。這個 Diary 特色係好多字！呵，其實個 Diary 係俾我怨人的！怨念非常驚人的說，無時無刻都可以即刻爆發！
好！入正題，六點半出門口，是次同細佬去睇 Concert。七點鬆 D 到灣仔，見有多少時間就去左三聯書局打書釘。有好多兒童小說呢，有 Peter Pan，有長腿叔叔等等，仲有好正既 Winnie the Pooh Story Book，好靚啊！之後睇左 D 心理既書，真係想買本講九型人格既書。另外個本《誰搬走了我的乳酪》都好值得睇呢！仲有好多好書呢，不能盡錄。
去到會展入口已經見到好多人，好多好多外國人！入場個陣 Check 袋個個外國 Security Guard 好型咁講左句「Open Your Bag」，細佬就話「唔識聽英文咪死」。再之後就摵飛正式入場。入到去見到兩大 Section，前面就平排坐既貴位，後面就係梯級式既平位，不過好多人都坐錯位的說，自己就當然無啦。個位本身都不錯，算係山腳位黎，係正中間無人阻到既位黎，都可以見到 Avril 有 2-3 吋高到，好過後排山頂位，估計只可見到 Avril 半吋到。另外大部份 Security Guard都係外國人黎。
坐左陣就開始！一黎就連續唱左幾首快歌，《He Wasn’t》、《My Happy Ending》、《Take Me Away》，真係成身熱晒。之後唱個 D次序已經唔記得左。仲有《Don’t Tell Me》+《Sk8ter Boi》、《Nobody’s Home》、《Tomorrow》、《I’m With You》、《Anything But Ordinary》、《Slipped Away》、《Losing Grip》、《Unwanted》，最後就係《Complicated》。
除左唱歌之外，Avril 仲有彈結他、彈琴 (最吸引人係呢樣！) 、打鼓，真係型到爆呢！不過佢點都係一個後生女，都有佢可愛的一面呢。佢今日個裝束都係典型短袖 T-Shirt + 三個骨褲 + 放落黎既長髮，佢身材都幾好架，同場既人士講。
咁一路 Fing 一路 Un，真係出晒汗，好在著得衫少。帶去既野都好輕便，相機都唔帶 (不過開頭知道個位咁正既話就帶啦！) ，Fing 都 Fing 得方便 D。聽到第二首既時候都覺得對板喎！有 CD 質素，唔係先一兩年既 Live 喎，真係進步左好多，覺得已經無話唔抵。絕無冷場！外國歌手唔興講「廢話」同請嘉賓 (前者就肯定，後者就唔太清楚) ，唱得個幾鐘就散場。諗住有得 Encore，點知係無的。大家覺得好似差緊 D 野咁喎，諗住叫多兩聲會有，但結果都無，真係唔夠喉！
聽完之後既感覺係好正好 High，之後既後遺症就係聾 + 啞 + 盲，再有多少暈暈地同激攰。聾係因為音響又勁又大聲、啞係因為係咁叫、盲係因為台上面既燈好閃。。。家陣真係殘廢左咁。。。彷彿用左整個禮拜既體力一樣，依家食完野感覺都好少少，係 7-Eleven 買左枝 Qoo 飲，係海皇粥店買左炒麵同腸粉食。其實再想食雪糕呢！
最後撘車見到好耐無見既靚姐姐！噫，我地好似對上一次見係 Xmas 個陣呢。妳一樣咁可愛，不過眼圈就大少少了，不過仲係咁白，巧靚的說。夜深既時候，男人總會色迷迷，說實在，妳背影幾吸引人的說，條牛仔褲著得好好睇啊！哈，個 Hip 既 Shape 不錯，很美，嘰嘰！另一個角度來說，個 Hip好似大左少少呢。
最後一句，如果我身邊個個係女孩子既話幾好呢 (我諗兩兄弟都係咁諗！) ，不過要一個人支持成千銀我想不太易了。如果話有個女孩子識 Avril 既話一齊睇咪幾正，可惜無。既然都唔識，請黎都無意思吧。不過如果妳係度既話妳實陪我去既。
暫時講到咁多先，去沖涼，睇下仲有無精神講多少少野。
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非常好！心情急升頂點，無視一齊問題！出門口去睇 Concert，個 $1000終於兌現了！
唱多首歌！係《Take Me Away》！
I cannot find a way
To describe it
It's there
Inside
All I do is hide
I wish
That it
Would just go away
What would
You do?
You do?
If you knew...
What would you do?
All the pain
I thought I knew
All these thoughts lead back to you
Back to what
Was never said
Back and forth
Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable
Come and take me away
I feel
Like I
Am alone
All by
Myself
I need to get around this
My words
Are cold
I don't want them to hurt you
If I
Show you
I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understsands
All the pain
I thought I knew
All these thoughts lead back to you
Back to what
Was never said
Back and forth
Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable
Come and take me away
I'm going nowhere
On and on and...
I'm getting nowhere
On and on and...
Take me away
I'm going nowhere
On and on and...
Up and on and
Up and on
All the pain
I thought I knew
All these thoughts lead back to you
Back to what
Was never said
Back and forth
Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable
Come and take me away
Take me away
Take me away
Take me away
今晚十二點到先再打 Diary！AvRiLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
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起身坐陣打下 Counter-Strike 發洩下！感覺都頗不錯，不過玩完之後又 Down 過。Winning Eleven 8 Liveware Evolution 入手，感覺上 D 球員唔識踢波。。。個波勁離腳，唔通要用翻 R2 去加速 Instead Of R1？！防守無乜大變，不過攻擊上好似難左。。。不過試過用 Del Piero 斬入罰球，靚爆！
之後同幾個人 Chat 左陣，你地都明白 Form Group 既問題真係好，明白點解我會咁煩同咁火呢。係咪人人得而殊之呢？不過正面 D 咁諗那位人唔係有心玩野既，只係「疏忽」掛，咁可能大家都唔想，做乜講講下你仲火過我，難道你又再次心同感受？哈哈。不過講衰 D，又唔係自己無 Group 洗乜理咁多，只怕搞到關係差姐，不過依家都唔見得係好。今晚再有感想先再加。
花左少少時間加個 Day Of Week 既 Function，方便自己的說呢。突然間好想約人出黎講人是非，得既話我想禮拜一！唔講出口硬係唔安樂。
好！入正題，六點半出門口，是次同細佬去睇 Concert。七點鬆 D 到灣仔，見有多少時間就去左三聯書局打書釘。有好多兒童小說呢，有 Peter Pan，有長腿叔叔等等，仲有好正既 Winnie the Pooh Story Book，好靚啊！之後睇左 D 心理既書，真係想買本講九型人格既書。另外個本《誰搬走了我的乳酪》都好值得睇呢！仲有好多好書呢，不能盡錄。
去到會展入口已經見到好多人，好多好多外國人！入場個陣 Check 袋個個外國 Security Guard 好型咁講左句「Open Your Bag」，細佬就話「唔識聽英文咪死」。再之後就摵飛正式入場。入到去見到兩大 Section，前面就平排坐既貴位，後面就係梯級式既平位，不過好多人都坐錯位的說，自己就當然無啦。個位本身都不錯，算係山腳位黎，係正中間無人阻到既位黎，都可以見到 Avril 有 2-3 吋高到，好過後排山頂位，估計只可見到 Avril 半吋到。另外大部份 Security Guard都係外國人黎。
坐左陣就開始！一黎就連續唱左幾首快歌，《He Wasn’t》、《My Happy Ending》、《Take Me Away》，真係成身熱晒。之後唱個 D次序已經唔記得左。仲有《Don’t Tell Me》+《Sk8ter Boi》、《Nobody’s Home》、《Tomorrow》、《I’m With You》、《Anything But Ordinary》、《Slipped Away》、《Losing Grip》、《Unwanted》，最後就係《Complicated》。
除左唱歌之外，Avril 仲有彈結他、彈琴 (最吸引人係呢樣！) 、打鼓，真係型到爆呢！不過佢點都係一個後生女，都有佢可愛的一面呢。佢今日個裝束都係典型短袖 T-Shirt + 三個骨褲 + 放落黎既長髮，佢身材都幾好架，同場既人士講。
咁一路 Fing 一路 Un，真係出晒汗，好在著得衫少。帶去既野都好輕便，相機都唔帶 (不過開頭知道個位咁正既話就帶啦！) ，Fing 都 Fing 得方便 D。聽到第二首既時候都覺得對板喎！有 CD 質素，唔係先一兩年既 Live 喎，真係進步左好多，覺得已經無話唔抵。絕無冷場！外國歌手唔興講「廢話」同請嘉賓 (前者就肯定，後者就唔太清楚) ，唱得個幾鐘就散場。諗住有得 Encore，點知係無的。大家覺得好似差緊 D 野咁喎，諗住叫多兩聲會有，但結果都無，真係唔夠喉！
聽完之後既感覺係好正好 High，之後既後遺症就係聾 + 啞 + 盲，再有多少暈暈地同激攰。聾係因為音響又勁又大聲、啞係因為係咁叫、盲係因為台上面既燈好閃。。。家陣真係殘廢左咁。。。彷彿用左整個禮拜既體力一樣，依家食完野感覺都好少少，係 7-Eleven 買左枝 Qoo 飲，係海皇粥店買左炒麵同腸粉食。其實再想食雪糕呢！
最後撘車見到好耐無見既靚姐姐！噫，我地好似對上一次見係 Xmas 個陣呢。妳一樣咁可愛，不過眼圈就大少少了，不過仲係咁白，巧靚的說。夜深既時候，男人總會色迷迷，說實在，妳背影幾吸引人的說，條牛仔褲著得好好睇啊！哈，個 Hip 既 Shape 不錯，很美，嘰嘰！另一個角度來說，個 Hip好似大左少少呢。
最後一句，如果我身邊個個係女孩子既話幾好呢 (我諗兩兄弟都係咁諗！) ，不過要一個人支持成千銀我想不太易了。如果話有個女孩子識 Avril 既話一齊睇咪幾正，可惜無。既然都唔識，請黎都無意思吧。不過如果妳係度既話妳實陪我去既。
暫時講到咁多先，去沖涼，睇下仲有無精神講多少少野。
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非常好！心情急升頂點，無視一齊問題！出門口去睇 Concert，個 $1000終於兌現了！
唱多首歌！係《Take Me Away》！
I cannot find a way
To describe it
It's there
Inside
All I do is hide
I wish
That it
Would just go away
What would
You do?
You do?
If you knew...
What would you do?
All the pain
I thought I knew
All these thoughts lead back to you
Back to what
Was never said
Back and forth
Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable
Come and take me away
I feel
Like I
Am alone
All by
Myself
I need to get around this
My words
Are cold
I don't want them to hurt you
If I
Show you
I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understsands
All the pain
I thought I knew
All these thoughts lead back to you
Back to what
Was never said
Back and forth
Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable
Come and take me away
I'm going nowhere
On and on and...
I'm getting nowhere
On and on and...
Take me away
I'm going nowhere
On and on and...
Up and on and
Up and on
All the pain
I thought I knew
All these thoughts lead back to you
Back to what
Was never said
Back and forth
Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable
Come and take me away
Take me away
Take me away
Take me away
今晚十二點到先再打 Diary！AvRiLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
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起身坐陣打下 Counter-Strike 發洩下！感覺都頗不錯，不過玩完之後又 Down 過。Winning Eleven 8 Liveware Evolution 入手，感覺上 D 球員唔識踢波。。。個波勁離腳，唔通要用翻 R2 去加速 Instead Of R1？！防守無乜大變，不過攻擊上好似難左。。。不過試過用 Del Piero 斬入罰球，靚爆！
之後同幾個人 Chat 左陣，你地都明白 Form Group 既問題真係好，明白點解我會咁煩同咁火呢。係咪人人得而殊之呢？不過正面 D 咁諗那位人唔係有心玩野既，只係「疏忽」掛，咁可能大家都唔想，做乜講講下你仲火過我，難道你又再次心同感受？哈哈。不過講衰 D，又唔係自己無 Group 洗乜理咁多，只怕搞到關係差姐，不過依家都唔見得係好。今晚再有感想先再加。
花左少少時間加個 Day Of Week 既 Function，方便自己的說呢。突然間好想約人出黎講人是非，得既話我想禮拜一！唔講出口硬係唔安樂。
Created On 25/03/2005 10:54:33
1. 真係吹脹！今朝補堂補得 45mins，真係想搵麻包堂笠笠佢。之後同 D 學員去文康上面飲茶，十二個人飲，飲左 $350 到。呢個價錢真係唔算貴，對比起之前飲個幾次，特別係去富豪酒家個次。不過其實唔太飽，哈，我都話唔飽係咪好神呢。印象中有好多籠燒賣、蝦蛟，仲有好肥膩既煎蘿蔔糕同春卷，仲有無啦啦有三碟菜同三個炒飯麵。
這個瑤柱蛋白炒飯無乜味道，同係出面食個既質素差好遠好遠。款式唔夠多，食得唔夠痛快、唔夠喪。無他既，同一班唔太熟既人食就係咁上下。另外埋單撘棚既情景蠻有趣的說，好耐無見過了，好地道青少年感覺！正！
2. 再次感謝妳，次次同妳傾到計都好開心，雖然真係講得幾句，不過好滿足，次次上完堂就勁 Down，唔開心呀！難道外國大學特別好？點解妳地個 Library 會多咁多資料架，哈哈，IS 個 Project 搵資料易左好多！間 Poly 勁煩，要人用 Modem Dail-Up 翻去先用得！妳讀個間唔洗，真方便！話時話，好唔鍾意妳改個個 Password，唔準 Love 阿邊個邊個，非常 Jealous！快 D 改左佢啊！唔係以後唔寄野俾妳！呵呵！
3. 晏晝諗點解咁耐都未 M 到，結果到 Account Tutorial 個陣就覺得黎料，心情開始差起來呢。我諗應該睇埋聽日 Avril 個 Concert 就正式 M 到！脾氣即刻暴燥！真係咪惹我，呢期火氣猛，好炆啊！Crazy ! Gonna Crazy !!!
4. 嘩！我地真係好有緣好有份，咁都俾你見到我？！你早 30mins 見到我既話 D 古古力仲係度既。話時話，禮拜日幾點等啊？
5. 最後一晚倒數！今晚唱《My Happy Ending》
(So Much For)
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
CHORUS:
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
CHORUS
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
CHORUS X 2
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh...
6. 樓下個段 Diary 打左我成晚，有兩千幾字，完全係心聲黎，對呢件事真係好有感想，有時間就細味品嘗一下佢！
心情唔靚，係咁先。Form Group 個度都唔知點算，問人又唔理我，真係頂！至討厭拋棄同伴既事！因為咁自己做唔出，唔知點好了。真係只可以爆下粗。再諗落真係有多少陰謀論，會唔會係個個問題先！擺明個個都唔想有包袱。
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有好強烈的被出賣、被拋棄的感覺呢？是的話表示你正常，一個正常人都會覺得是這樣。
Betray + Forsake
這個故事非常龐大，非三言兩語可以講得晒，起碼要成晚先打得好，之但係點都要講。呢期興坦白，睇到火滾都好正常。如有得罪既話都無辦法，學阿邊個話「睇唔開跳落去。」，好！開始！
讀呢個 Course 最煩唔係做 Group Projects，其實完成一份 Project 出來係好有滿足感的，以前做 Project 都好享受 (只限有得發揮我創作意念既 Project + 評核 Project 的人士懂得欣賞我的創作。) ，做 Projects 根本唔係一件痛苦既事，反正一定唔會做得差，仲可能做得好好添，而且我深信一份美觀的 Project 可以彌補內容上既不足。
既然做 Project 唔算痛苦點解會咁煩呢？第一煩就係家陣要煩 Presentation 啦，至怕就係一堆唔會聽你講野既人面前 Presentation，睇見 D 咁既情景就一臉無奈。不過另一個更煩既煩就係 Form Group 既問題，真係煩到頂晒點！呢個 Course 第一次要做 Group Project 就係 Sem 1 既 Management，個次都係話最多五個人一組，結果六個人，好彩個 Lecturer 無話唔俾，唔係要趕一個走就煩。個陣大家都唔熟，只係坐埋同一行就個度一組，Form Group 既問題唔大。
如是者到左 Sem 2，心諗大家熟絡左，Form Group 既問題會比較小啦。第一科話要做 Group Project 既係 Information Systems，心諗大家平時食飯來來去去都係個幾個，都係個幾個人一組啦。誰不知道無啦啦有個走左去第二度組隊。無乜野既，怪多少再加多少被出賣 + 被放棄感覺啦，佢地明明人齊夠開組就無啦啦叉隻腳落去。當時都覺得大檸樂，本來自己呢面四、五丁友夠開組，無啦啦走緊個真係失晒預算！
之後到 E-Commerce 要 Form Group，同 Information Systems 一樣既組合，又係個位同第二度既人一組。呢個衝擊比 Information Systems 個次更大，主要係多好多技術上既野。當時都「Sunc」左輪，想睇翻就 [Click Here]。OK. That’s Fine. 咁就照樣四個一組，係人少 D，不過怨言就多多架喇。
再之後既 Project 就到 Workshop，未講話要做 Project 之前已經講到明話唔可以再係咁四個既組合，肯定會做死人 (邊個會拉柴大家知，唔係話其他人唔會做死，之但係死亡機率較低。) ，咁所以將 Form Group 既問題拋俾另一個人，甚至係另一邊既人。偶 So Far 都唔講出聲唔代表唔知，睇見個一邊既人商討 Form Group 既問題講左成個禮拜最後先有方案，睇見佢地要咁「度組」都覺得煩。說實在，唔好話人地，自己都覺得好唐突，況且大家又唔係熟，所以個段時間基本上我無作出任何表態，亦都唔好意思出聲，人地受你埋堆係人地「好人」，唔受你玩先正常。最後只係人地最後講翻我知個 Group List 個陣講句「好的。」。
如是者，最後到 Communications Technologies 既 Group Project，最煩都係呢次。有樣野我點都要作出聲明，禮拜三個日我肯定我係講「要 5 個人一組，協調方面就靠你了。」，絕對唔係講「留翻阿邊個俾我。」。正路都唔會話留翻佢俾我嘛，佢又唔係甚麼「勁人」，講白 D，無利用價值，係咪你病到聽錯定分析錯我句句子啊？就算真係留俾我，頂多咪三個人，點都唔夠人啦，除非你入埋黎就癡癡呆呆坐埋一枱。今日聽到你話我講個句「留翻阿邊個俾我。」真係火都黎埋。話晒佢都係你 Course 裡面既好朋友黎，點都要照住佢嘛。
本來意為你會妥善咁處理，結果就 4 + 4 咁交張 Group List 上去，偶絕對無言。因為已經講左話要協調，但結果係 4 + 4，再一次有多少被出賣 + 被放棄既感覺。眼見大難臨頭，咁唯有各自飛，見另外兩個同學未有組仲唔癡埋佢地度，仲難得有一個似係識既人，真係二話不說叫埋另一個阿邊個組隊啦！理論上 Form Group 既問題解決左。但係最後又有一個人剩低無組，今次無啦啦要我係情感上同理智上作選擇，揀邊樣仲未決定到。處理得唔好就麻煩，話晒三個 Projects 都同佢一組。
首先就係大家一定要上堂，唔上堂就會搞到咁既結果 (三次都係咁！)。其次就係想講翻自己做 Project 同 Form Group 既原則。做 Project 方面唔係話每人都要好有貢獻，但起碼要有個心係度。今日聽到某某話「自己都唔會太識做，唯有盡力去做」，呢句真係好正，就係鍾意呢種態度！有人話唔想做，講真，諗下就得，有無人可以容忍唔做野、但係又同自己一組拎同樣既分數？我諗未必人人得了。再講真，有邊個唔忙先，點都無咁著數架啦，又想呢邊好，又想呢邊又好，咁咪要自己辛苦 D。好似阿邊個咁完全唔理某一邊結果咪無咁辛苦。我夠想唔洗做又有分，想下咪得，又學阿邊個講「冇得靠人就要 yak 自己」。不過 yak 得到就唔洗咁煩啦，你估個個好似你咁有得抄咩，激羨慕，難道又係男同女既分別。
另外 Form Group 方面，其實無話一定要同勁人一組，但係一定要同熟人一組，平時一齊食飯就係加強默契，你估真係為食飯而食飯架，平有平食，貴有貴食，覺得貴既咪同偶講聲轉場，次次 Canteen 都幾好架，可以短幾年命，我做任何事都有目的。Group Project 呢樣野最重要就係默契同做既過程做得開心，起碼有意見發表既時候都可以暢所欲言。其次做得唔開心既話就真係無謂做，係非常痛苦。
講左千幾字，其實真係好羨慕某某可以同 D 一定肯做同識做既人一組，自己 Hea Hea 地就得，又唔洗煩，到 Presentation 個陣吹兩水就搞掂，可惜呢 D 組同我無緣無份。係唔抵得架喇，擺明 Jealous。心邪既想法就係俾心機做既得到好結果，唔俾心機 Hea 既人就無好結果，係典型天秤仔既公平原則。不過講真，人人際遇唔同，總會有人會好彩 D、有人比較霉。
最後唱首歌，係 Britney Spear 既《Lucky》
This is a story about a girl named Lucky...
Early morning
she wakes up
Knock, Knock, Knock
on the door
It's time for make-up
perfect smile
It's you they're waiting for
They go...
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say
Chorus:
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?
Lost in an image,
in a dream
But theres no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops?
They go...
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say
Chorus
"Best actress, and the winner is....Lucky!"
"I'm Roger Johnson for Pop News standing outside the arena waiting for Lucky!"
"Oh, my god...here she comes!
"Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?"
She's is so lucky, but why does she cry?"
If there is nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?
Chorus
Chorus
只係想著重「She’s so Lucky.」呢樣野，不過佢又無話唔開心，應該幾開心先係。
其實如果當初唔係某某有跳組既習慣，這一切便不是問題。不過人總係為自己，佢咁做總有佢既原因，又無話怪得邊個，怪就怪自己跟錯隊，其他人點會明白。不過係呢個 Stand Point 度覺得阿邊個比偶更有被出賣、被拋棄既感覺姐。自己方面就只有怨自己唔上堂啦。
講住咁多先，真係要做 Projects 呢，我唔希望自己無任何貢獻就有回報，亦都唔想做人地負累！就是這樣。
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很好！今日上兩堂 IS 之後翻屋企，頂多上埋 Account，不過阿邊個又唔翻，翻既意慾十分之低呢！
這個瑤柱蛋白炒飯無乜味道，同係出面食個既質素差好遠好遠。款式唔夠多，食得唔夠痛快、唔夠喪。無他既，同一班唔太熟既人食就係咁上下。另外埋單撘棚既情景蠻有趣的說，好耐無見過了，好地道青少年感覺！正！
2. 再次感謝妳，次次同妳傾到計都好開心，雖然真係講得幾句，不過好滿足，次次上完堂就勁 Down，唔開心呀！難道外國大學特別好？點解妳地個 Library 會多咁多資料架，哈哈，IS 個 Project 搵資料易左好多！間 Poly 勁煩，要人用 Modem Dail-Up 翻去先用得！妳讀個間唔洗，真方便！話時話，好唔鍾意妳改個個 Password，唔準 Love 阿邊個邊個，非常 Jealous！快 D 改左佢啊！唔係以後唔寄野俾妳！呵呵！
3. 晏晝諗點解咁耐都未 M 到，結果到 Account Tutorial 個陣就覺得黎料，心情開始差起來呢。我諗應該睇埋聽日 Avril 個 Concert 就正式 M 到！脾氣即刻暴燥！真係咪惹我，呢期火氣猛，好炆啊！Crazy ! Gonna Crazy !!!
4. 嘩！我地真係好有緣好有份，咁都俾你見到我？！你早 30mins 見到我既話 D 古古力仲係度既。話時話，禮拜日幾點等啊？
5. 最後一晚倒數！今晚唱《My Happy Ending》
(So Much For)
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
CHORUS:
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
CHORUS
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
CHORUS X 2
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh...
6. 樓下個段 Diary 打左我成晚，有兩千幾字，完全係心聲黎，對呢件事真係好有感想，有時間就細味品嘗一下佢！
心情唔靚，係咁先。Form Group 個度都唔知點算，問人又唔理我，真係頂！至討厭拋棄同伴既事！因為咁自己做唔出，唔知點好了。真係只可以爆下粗。再諗落真係有多少陰謀論，會唔會係個個問題先！擺明個個都唔想有包袱。
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有好強烈的被出賣、被拋棄的感覺呢？是的話表示你正常，一個正常人都會覺得是這樣。
Betray + Forsake
這個故事非常龐大，非三言兩語可以講得晒，起碼要成晚先打得好，之但係點都要講。呢期興坦白，睇到火滾都好正常。如有得罪既話都無辦法，學阿邊個話「睇唔開跳落去。」，好！開始！
讀呢個 Course 最煩唔係做 Group Projects，其實完成一份 Project 出來係好有滿足感的，以前做 Project 都好享受 (只限有得發揮我創作意念既 Project + 評核 Project 的人士懂得欣賞我的創作。) ，做 Projects 根本唔係一件痛苦既事，反正一定唔會做得差，仲可能做得好好添，而且我深信一份美觀的 Project 可以彌補內容上既不足。
既然做 Project 唔算痛苦點解會咁煩呢？第一煩就係家陣要煩 Presentation 啦，至怕就係一堆唔會聽你講野既人面前 Presentation，睇見 D 咁既情景就一臉無奈。不過另一個更煩既煩就係 Form Group 既問題，真係煩到頂晒點！呢個 Course 第一次要做 Group Project 就係 Sem 1 既 Management，個次都係話最多五個人一組，結果六個人，好彩個 Lecturer 無話唔俾，唔係要趕一個走就煩。個陣大家都唔熟，只係坐埋同一行就個度一組，Form Group 既問題唔大。
如是者到左 Sem 2，心諗大家熟絡左，Form Group 既問題會比較小啦。第一科話要做 Group Project 既係 Information Systems，心諗大家平時食飯來來去去都係個幾個，都係個幾個人一組啦。誰不知道無啦啦有個走左去第二度組隊。無乜野既，怪多少再加多少被出賣 + 被放棄感覺啦，佢地明明人齊夠開組就無啦啦叉隻腳落去。當時都覺得大檸樂，本來自己呢面四、五丁友夠開組，無啦啦走緊個真係失晒預算！
之後到 E-Commerce 要 Form Group，同 Information Systems 一樣既組合，又係個位同第二度既人一組。呢個衝擊比 Information Systems 個次更大，主要係多好多技術上既野。當時都「Sunc」左輪，想睇翻就 [Click Here]。OK. That’s Fine. 咁就照樣四個一組，係人少 D，不過怨言就多多架喇。
再之後既 Project 就到 Workshop，未講話要做 Project 之前已經講到明話唔可以再係咁四個既組合，肯定會做死人 (邊個會拉柴大家知，唔係話其他人唔會做死，之但係死亡機率較低。) ，咁所以將 Form Group 既問題拋俾另一個人，甚至係另一邊既人。偶 So Far 都唔講出聲唔代表唔知，睇見個一邊既人商討 Form Group 既問題講左成個禮拜最後先有方案，睇見佢地要咁「度組」都覺得煩。說實在，唔好話人地，自己都覺得好唐突，況且大家又唔係熟，所以個段時間基本上我無作出任何表態，亦都唔好意思出聲，人地受你埋堆係人地「好人」，唔受你玩先正常。最後只係人地最後講翻我知個 Group List 個陣講句「好的。」。
如是者，最後到 Communications Technologies 既 Group Project，最煩都係呢次。有樣野我點都要作出聲明，禮拜三個日我肯定我係講「要 5 個人一組，協調方面就靠你了。」，絕對唔係講「留翻阿邊個俾我。」。正路都唔會話留翻佢俾我嘛，佢又唔係甚麼「勁人」，講白 D，無利用價值，係咪你病到聽錯定分析錯我句句子啊？就算真係留俾我，頂多咪三個人，點都唔夠人啦，除非你入埋黎就癡癡呆呆坐埋一枱。今日聽到你話我講個句「留翻阿邊個俾我。」真係火都黎埋。話晒佢都係你 Course 裡面既好朋友黎，點都要照住佢嘛。
本來意為你會妥善咁處理，結果就 4 + 4 咁交張 Group List 上去，偶絕對無言。因為已經講左話要協調，但結果係 4 + 4，再一次有多少被出賣 + 被放棄既感覺。眼見大難臨頭，咁唯有各自飛，見另外兩個同學未有組仲唔癡埋佢地度，仲難得有一個似係識既人，真係二話不說叫埋另一個阿邊個組隊啦！理論上 Form Group 既問題解決左。但係最後又有一個人剩低無組，今次無啦啦要我係情感上同理智上作選擇，揀邊樣仲未決定到。處理得唔好就麻煩，話晒三個 Projects 都同佢一組。
首先就係大家一定要上堂，唔上堂就會搞到咁既結果 (三次都係咁！)。其次就係想講翻自己做 Project 同 Form Group 既原則。做 Project 方面唔係話每人都要好有貢獻，但起碼要有個心係度。今日聽到某某話「自己都唔會太識做，唯有盡力去做」，呢句真係好正，就係鍾意呢種態度！有人話唔想做，講真，諗下就得，有無人可以容忍唔做野、但係又同自己一組拎同樣既分數？我諗未必人人得了。再講真，有邊個唔忙先，點都無咁著數架啦，又想呢邊好，又想呢邊又好，咁咪要自己辛苦 D。好似阿邊個咁完全唔理某一邊結果咪無咁辛苦。我夠想唔洗做又有分，想下咪得，又學阿邊個講「冇得靠人就要 yak 自己」。不過 yak 得到就唔洗咁煩啦，你估個個好似你咁有得抄咩，激羨慕，難道又係男同女既分別。
另外 Form Group 方面，其實無話一定要同勁人一組，但係一定要同熟人一組，平時一齊食飯就係加強默契，你估真係為食飯而食飯架，平有平食，貴有貴食，覺得貴既咪同偶講聲轉場，次次 Canteen 都幾好架，可以短幾年命，我做任何事都有目的。Group Project 呢樣野最重要就係默契同做既過程做得開心，起碼有意見發表既時候都可以暢所欲言。其次做得唔開心既話就真係無謂做，係非常痛苦。
講左千幾字，其實真係好羨慕某某可以同 D 一定肯做同識做既人一組，自己 Hea Hea 地就得，又唔洗煩，到 Presentation 個陣吹兩水就搞掂，可惜呢 D 組同我無緣無份。係唔抵得架喇，擺明 Jealous。心邪既想法就係俾心機做既得到好結果，唔俾心機 Hea 既人就無好結果，係典型天秤仔既公平原則。不過講真，人人際遇唔同，總會有人會好彩 D、有人比較霉。
最後唱首歌，係 Britney Spear 既《Lucky》
This is a story about a girl named Lucky...
Early morning
she wakes up
Knock, Knock, Knock
on the door
It's time for make-up
perfect smile
It's you they're waiting for
They go...
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say
Chorus:
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?
Lost in an image,
in a dream
But theres no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops?
They go...
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say
Chorus
"Best actress, and the winner is....Lucky!"
"I'm Roger Johnson for Pop News standing outside the arena waiting for Lucky!"
"Oh, my god...here she comes!
"Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?"
She's is so lucky, but why does she cry?"
If there is nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?
Chorus
Chorus
只係想著重「She’s so Lucky.」呢樣野，不過佢又無話唔開心，應該幾開心先係。
其實如果當初唔係某某有跳組既習慣，這一切便不是問題。不過人總係為自己，佢咁做總有佢既原因，又無話怪得邊個，怪就怪自己跟錯隊，其他人點會明白。不過係呢個 Stand Point 度覺得阿邊個比偶更有被出賣、被拋棄既感覺姐。自己方面就只有怨自己唔上堂啦。
講住咁多先，真係要做 Projects 呢，我唔希望自己無任何貢獻就有回報，亦都唔想做人地負累！就是這樣。
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很好！今日上兩堂 IS 之後翻屋企，頂多上埋 Account，不過阿邊個又唔翻，翻既意慾十分之低呢！
Created On 24/03/2005 10:54:33
呵！你地講得岩，每每我話山窮水盡既時候就總會有救星出現，呢期既救星就係我細佬，呵呵！其實最有錢個個就係佢！無錢既時候都係問佢借住先！
點都要補翻個 Spot，友人替偶買左《Apple Seed》既戲票，之但係原來係 Free Seating。。。早講嘛，山長水遠去到葵青坐山頂位就過癮了。。。萬一有企位就 Oh! Blood !! 如果知道係 Free Seating 既話我就唔睇了。都係佢話我睇咁咪一齊睇。
雖然大家係屋企睇左《哈爾的移動城堡》，不過偶想入戲院睇多次！大家唔係一個禮拜唔可以睇兩套戲嘛。另外偶發覺我地之間有個好大既溝，人地一路講緊個男主角係男人黎，你就一路話女主角係女主角，咁即係點啊，先生？
家陣諗翻起，會唔會朝早抽濕抽得勁得制，抽到家下人又乾、銀包又乾。。。
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是日成語：
真係諗唔到有乜更正既成語形容現在既情況。。。銀包得翻唔夠 $50。。。點解會搞成咁，睇樓下既 Spot。
1. 尋晚都 OK 早睏下，睏到八點零九點到有人打電話俾偶。本來都唔諗住聽架喇，點知最後都屈服出左房覆電話 (偶既習慣是將手機放係廳的，唔放係房既原因係怕 D 電波射壞個腦。) 最後這個電話並不是甚麼緊急既事。。。有多少被騙的感覺。結果就係個個時間起左身睏唔翻。。。Hea 下 Hea 下就夠鐘上堂。。。
2. 翻去個 Lab Session，再一次有多少被騙既感覺。。。Quiz Java，佢竟然出文字題！？雖則係 MC 黎，不過問 D Concept 既野，無問 Coding。之後個 Lab Exercise 真係激煩！話佢難？又大把人好快咁做到喎。話佢淺？自己又花左激耐先做到。總知就做唔到啦，個 Logic 上係無問題，但係實際 Coding 好有問題！都算了，總算做到。不過再做多次都唔肯定做得到。
PS. 記性差就係記性差，基本上 Syntax 既野係完全唔記得。唔好問我點解唔記，總知就唔記得呢。另外點解一定要用個個方法？偶第一個方法 Logic 上係岩呢，但點解做唔到呢？真令人費解！天殺的。
3. 今日約左朋友仔飲茶、買野。一個放 13:30、一個放 14:30、偶就放 15:30 (其實自己想 14:30 走。)。理論上 13:30 個段時間想走架喇，之不過 D Tutors 又講緊野，咁咪聽陣。之後派 Exercise，本來都唔諗住做架喇，不過見未夠鐘咁咪做下。做做下又做到喎，差一 Part 就可以完成個 Exercise (雖則係大 Part 來。) ，個陣大約係 14:25 度啦。之後搵左兩個 Tutors 埋黎睇睇，咁就睇到 15:15。。。最後轉過部機試又俾我試到喎。頂！！！咁就搞到又遲到。
衰又衰在唔甘心差一 Part 完成唔到，如果唔係 14:35 就走左啦。
4. 之後好急勁咁撘巴士落銅鑼灣，由於時間太遲，飲唔成茶，去左「吉野家」度食個 Tea Set，$19 都 OK 啦，夠飽了，今次應該係第一次係「吉野家」度食。之後就去左 SOGO 買左 D 古古力，雖然好多人都病左，再加上 Easter 一路都無氣紛，不過都買左先啦。睇下你地有無緣有無份見到偶啦。
5. 再之後就到電腦城買電腦火牛、CDRW 同 DVDR。咁就買左幾百銀 (仲有個 Debtor 既出現添！) 哈，本來唔諗住買 DVDR 住，不過見你咁想買先同你分半咋，唔買既話我慳翻 $70，雖則我仲未俾翻錢你。
到最後差唔多連車錢都無，好耐未試過洗到咁盡。唔係話無既，去提款機提錢都得既。不過如非必要都唔想咁做，因為通常都有出無入。。。呵，聽日唔翻學既原因係無錢撘車！
PS. 哈，當我話無錢既時候唔該大家相信偶吧！
6. 翻到屋企裝翻個火牛，第三部電腦終於復活！不過裝完之後偶都係 Hea，無乜做過有意義既野。。。真係要勤力 D 先得呢！
7. 日子迫近，唱 D 比較 Hit 既歌，今晚唱《Don’t Tell Me》
You held my hand and walked me home,
I know, Why you gave me the kiss
you're something like this, that made me go oh-oh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears
Why did you have to go?
Cause it wasnt enough to take up some of my love, cause a shortage of trust
Did I not tell you, that I'm not like that
you're the one who gives it all away, yeahh oh
Did you think that i was gonna give it up to you, this timeeeee
did you think that there was something i was gonna do then cryyy
don't try to tell me what to do, dont try to tell me what to say
you're better of that way
Don't think that you're charmed in the fact
that you're arm is now around my neck
Won't get you in my pants
I'd have to kick you're ass
and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop,
Thought I liked you alot
But i'm really upset (really upset)
Get out of my head
Get out of my bed,
yeah, thats what I said
Did I not tell you, that I'm not like that
you're the one who throws it all awaaaaayy
Did you think that i was gonna give it up to you, this timeeeee
did you think that there was something i was gonna do then cryyy
don't try to tell me what to do, dont try to tell me what to say
you're better of that way, yeah
this guilt trip that you put me on won't mess me up,
I've done no wrong, and the thoughts of you and me have gone awayeeayyayyy
Did you think that i was gonna give it up to you, this timeeeee
did you think that there was something i was gonna do then cryyy
don't try to tell me what to do, dont try to tell me what to say
you're better of that way
I'm better of alone anyway
8. 這個呢，32 吋其實真係唔算大。。。33 吋先叫標準的說，還要看看是甚麼杯呢。如果係 <32 吋既話，會唔會係細細個無選揀合適既內衣，影響發育呢？好多衫都係要有身材先著得呢，之但係身材唔太出眾都有好多衫都可以著得好好睇！
最後，唔知點解，覺得個人好似脫水咁。。。銀包都一樣脫晒水。定係病情嚴重左呢？好似有多少暈暈地。。。又覺得好肚餓。。。唉。。。都係等「拉柴」！
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噫！見好耐無貼過關於星座既野，呢期貼這個「十二星座餓肚子怎麼辦」！
我自己都 OK 架，係激懶揀唔煮野食、唔落街買，餓暈就算呢！
講到呢度，今日翻唔翻 Lab 好呢！？尋晚雖然睏得多，不過睡眠質素就一般，太潮濕了。。。唔知係熱得制出汗定係發燒出汗。睏覺個陣裡裡外外都濕晒。。。哼！見有多少時間，就搵部抽濕機抽抽間房先！
點都要補翻個 Spot，友人替偶買左《Apple Seed》既戲票，之但係原來係 Free Seating。。。早講嘛，山長水遠去到葵青坐山頂位就過癮了。。。萬一有企位就 Oh! Blood !! 如果知道係 Free Seating 既話我就唔睇了。都係佢話我睇咁咪一齊睇。
雖然大家係屋企睇左《哈爾的移動城堡》，不過偶想入戲院睇多次！大家唔係一個禮拜唔可以睇兩套戲嘛。另外偶發覺我地之間有個好大既溝，人地一路講緊個男主角係男人黎，你就一路話女主角係女主角，咁即係點啊，先生？
家陣諗翻起，會唔會朝早抽濕抽得勁得制，抽到家下人又乾、銀包又乾。。。
---
是日成語：
真係諗唔到有乜更正既成語形容現在既情況。。。銀包得翻唔夠 $50。。。點解會搞成咁，睇樓下既 Spot。
1. 尋晚都 OK 早睏下，睏到八點零九點到有人打電話俾偶。本來都唔諗住聽架喇，點知最後都屈服出左房覆電話 (偶既習慣是將手機放係廳的，唔放係房既原因係怕 D 電波射壞個腦。) 最後這個電話並不是甚麼緊急既事。。。有多少被騙的感覺。結果就係個個時間起左身睏唔翻。。。Hea 下 Hea 下就夠鐘上堂。。。
2. 翻去個 Lab Session，再一次有多少被騙既感覺。。。Quiz Java，佢竟然出文字題！？雖則係 MC 黎，不過問 D Concept 既野，無問 Coding。之後個 Lab Exercise 真係激煩！話佢難？又大把人好快咁做到喎。話佢淺？自己又花左激耐先做到。總知就做唔到啦，個 Logic 上係無問題，但係實際 Coding 好有問題！都算了，總算做到。不過再做多次都唔肯定做得到。
PS. 記性差就係記性差，基本上 Syntax 既野係完全唔記得。唔好問我點解唔記，總知就唔記得呢。另外點解一定要用個個方法？偶第一個方法 Logic 上係岩呢，但點解做唔到呢？真令人費解！天殺的。
3. 今日約左朋友仔飲茶、買野。一個放 13:30、一個放 14:30、偶就放 15:30 (其實自己想 14:30 走。)。理論上 13:30 個段時間想走架喇，之不過 D Tutors 又講緊野，咁咪聽陣。之後派 Exercise，本來都唔諗住做架喇，不過見未夠鐘咁咪做下。做做下又做到喎，差一 Part 就可以完成個 Exercise (雖則係大 Part 來。) ，個陣大約係 14:25 度啦。之後搵左兩個 Tutors 埋黎睇睇，咁就睇到 15:15。。。最後轉過部機試又俾我試到喎。頂！！！咁就搞到又遲到。
衰又衰在唔甘心差一 Part 完成唔到，如果唔係 14:35 就走左啦。
4. 之後好急勁咁撘巴士落銅鑼灣，由於時間太遲，飲唔成茶，去左「吉野家」度食個 Tea Set，$19 都 OK 啦，夠飽了，今次應該係第一次係「吉野家」度食。之後就去左 SOGO 買左 D 古古力，雖然好多人都病左，再加上 Easter 一路都無氣紛，不過都買左先啦。睇下你地有無緣有無份見到偶啦。
5. 再之後就到電腦城買電腦火牛、CDRW 同 DVDR。咁就買左幾百銀 (仲有個 Debtor 既出現添！) 哈，本來唔諗住買 DVDR 住，不過見你咁想買先同你分半咋，唔買既話我慳翻 $70，雖則我仲未俾翻錢你。
到最後差唔多連車錢都無，好耐未試過洗到咁盡。唔係話無既，去提款機提錢都得既。不過如非必要都唔想咁做，因為通常都有出無入。。。呵，聽日唔翻學既原因係無錢撘車！
PS. 哈，當我話無錢既時候唔該大家相信偶吧！
6. 翻到屋企裝翻個火牛，第三部電腦終於復活！不過裝完之後偶都係 Hea，無乜做過有意義既野。。。真係要勤力 D 先得呢！
7. 日子迫近，唱 D 比較 Hit 既歌，今晚唱《Don’t Tell Me》
You held my hand and walked me home,
I know, Why you gave me the kiss
you're something like this, that made me go oh-oh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears
Why did you have to go?
Cause it wasnt enough to take up some of my love, cause a shortage of trust
Did I not tell you, that I'm not like that
you're the one who gives it all away, yeahh oh
Did you think that i was gonna give it up to you, this timeeeee
did you think that there was something i was gonna do then cryyy
don't try to tell me what to do, dont try to tell me what to say
you're better of that way
Don't think that you're charmed in the fact
that you're arm is now around my neck
Won't get you in my pants
I'd have to kick you're ass
and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop,
Thought I liked you alot
But i'm really upset (really upset)
Get out of my head
Get out of my bed,
yeah, thats what I said
Did I not tell you, that I'm not like that
you're the one who throws it all awaaaaayy
Did you think that i was gonna give it up to you, this timeeeee
did you think that there was something i was gonna do then cryyy
don't try to tell me what to do, dont try to tell me what to say
you're better of that way, yeah
this guilt trip that you put me on won't mess me up,
I've done no wrong, and the thoughts of you and me have gone awayeeayyayyy
Did you think that i was gonna give it up to you, this timeeeee
did you think that there was something i was gonna do then cryyy
don't try to tell me what to do, dont try to tell me what to say
you're better of that way
I'm better of alone anyway
8. 這個呢，32 吋其實真係唔算大。。。33 吋先叫標準的說，還要看看是甚麼杯呢。如果係 <32 吋既話，會唔會係細細個無選揀合適既內衣，影響發育呢？好多衫都係要有身材先著得呢，之但係身材唔太出眾都有好多衫都可以著得好好睇！
最後，唔知點解，覺得個人好似脫水咁。。。銀包都一樣脫晒水。定係病情嚴重左呢？好似有多少暈暈地。。。又覺得好肚餓。。。唉。。。都係等「拉柴」！
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噫！見好耐無貼過關於星座既野，呢期貼這個「十二星座餓肚子怎麼辦」！
我自己都 OK 架，係激懶揀唔煮野食、唔落街買，餓暈就算呢！
講到呢度，今日翻唔翻 Lab 好呢！？尋晚雖然睏得多，不過睡眠質素就一般，太潮濕了。。。唔知係熱得制出汗定係發燒出汗。睏覺個陣裡裡外外都濕晒。。。哼！見有多少時間，就搵部抽濕機抽抽間房先！
Created On 23/03/2005 10:54:33
長話短說，精神麻麻地。。。瀕死中。。。
1. 朝早 IS 個 Test 唔難，如果背晒 Definition 既話。不過尋晚無讀過，係今朝睇左陣。結果係點就真係可想而知啦。不過「無期望就唔會有失望」呢。
2. Lunch 去左尋日朋友仔講個間「甜蜜蜜」度食。這個呢，都 OK 啦，不過熟食黎講既款式就比較少，但係甜品種類非常之多呢。D 野食都不錯，不過大食既話可能會唔夠食，我自己就夠飽的。價錢方面都 OK，唔算太貴。都食得過的。
如果下次再去既話可以試下 Tea Time 去，傳聞 Tea Set 係仲抵的！
PS. 非常感謝大家賞面去食這個 Lunch，不過講真，我覺得你地唔夠飽呢。。。唔巧意思了。
3. 要做乜野就唔講住，講下要買乜野。短期內要買既就係電腦火牛、CDR、DVDR、Printer Ink。長期 D 既就係 DVDRW、Mouse + Keyboard。可惜未有閒錢買咁多野。
4. 聽日希望喪叫點心活動順利吧，萬一有意外既話係會無錢埋單的。另外都想買多少古古力送俾朋友仔，咁樣過 Easter 好似不錯！不過大前題要見到 D 朋友仔先得。
5. 今晚唱 Avril 既《He Wasn’t》
There's not much going on today.
I'm really bored, it's getting late.
What happened to my Saturday?
Monday's coming, the day I hate.
Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.
This is where I start to bite my nails.
And clean my room when all else fails.
I think it's time for me to bail.
This point of view is getting stale.
Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.
Na na na na na, we've all got choices.
Na na na na, we've all got voices.
Na na na na na, stand up make some noise.
Na na na na, stand up make some noise.
Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
Like I was special, cuz I was special.
Na na na na na.
6. 偶其實算幾早睏下，十一點零就要睏。因為我一日都要睏八至十個鐘的。。。雖然睏得多，但都係要睏晝覺。今日又五點睏到八點幾。。。越睏越病咁。。。啋！
PS. 阿娘見我睏咁多又唔用電腦就通常問我「無乜事嘛，唔係感冒嘛。」
7. 好攰啊。。。偶要人抱抱！唔係唔舒服既話個 Happiness 會高好多！
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I am frustrated ...
成四點先翻到屋企，本來想落 CWB 買 D 野，不過見攰攰地就直接翻屋企算。。。係架車度又睏左陣，不過睏醒過下又覺得「真係病左？！」。翻到企屋二話不如食翻兩粒幸褔傷風素。。。家陣沖完涼，就準備睏我既晏覺。話時話，細佬翻到屋企既時候，都係話想睏覺呢。
不過其實係越睏越病定係睏下會好翻呢？有待考究！
1. 朝早 IS 個 Test 唔難，如果背晒 Definition 既話。不過尋晚無讀過，係今朝睇左陣。結果係點就真係可想而知啦。不過「無期望就唔會有失望」呢。
2. Lunch 去左尋日朋友仔講個間「甜蜜蜜」度食。這個呢，都 OK 啦，不過熟食黎講既款式就比較少，但係甜品種類非常之多呢。D 野食都不錯，不過大食既話可能會唔夠食，我自己就夠飽的。價錢方面都 OK，唔算太貴。都食得過的。
如果下次再去既話可以試下 Tea Time 去，傳聞 Tea Set 係仲抵的！
PS. 非常感謝大家賞面去食這個 Lunch，不過講真，我覺得你地唔夠飽呢。。。唔巧意思了。
3. 要做乜野就唔講住，講下要買乜野。短期內要買既就係電腦火牛、CDR、DVDR、Printer Ink。長期 D 既就係 DVDRW、Mouse + Keyboard。可惜未有閒錢買咁多野。
4. 聽日希望喪叫點心活動順利吧，萬一有意外既話係會無錢埋單的。另外都想買多少古古力送俾朋友仔，咁樣過 Easter 好似不錯！不過大前題要見到 D 朋友仔先得。
5. 今晚唱 Avril 既《He Wasn’t》
There's not much going on today.
I'm really bored, it's getting late.
What happened to my Saturday?
Monday's coming, the day I hate.
Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.
This is where I start to bite my nails.
And clean my room when all else fails.
I think it's time for me to bail.
This point of view is getting stale.
Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.
Na na na na na, we've all got choices.
Na na na na, we've all got voices.
Na na na na na, stand up make some noise.
Na na na na, stand up make some noise.
Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
Like I was special, cuz I was special.
Na na na na na.
6. 偶其實算幾早睏下，十一點零就要睏。因為我一日都要睏八至十個鐘的。。。雖然睏得多，但都係要睏晝覺。今日又五點睏到八點幾。。。越睏越病咁。。。啋！
PS. 阿娘見我睏咁多又唔用電腦就通常問我「無乜事嘛，唔係感冒嘛。」
7. 好攰啊。。。偶要人抱抱！唔係唔舒服既話個 Happiness 會高好多！
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I am frustrated ...
成四點先翻到屋企，本來想落 CWB 買 D 野，不過見攰攰地就直接翻屋企算。。。係架車度又睏左陣，不過睏醒過下又覺得「真係病左？！」。翻到企屋二話不如食翻兩粒幸褔傷風素。。。家陣沖完涼，就準備睏我既晏覺。話時話，細佬翻到屋企既時候，都係話想睏覺呢。
不過其實係越睏越病定係睏下會好翻呢？有待考究！
Created On 22/03/2005 10:54:33